SORRIES to all my dearies!!

ya.

i had not been updating for weeks le ba i guess!

forgive me k!

bet some of u had already noe wat happen to mi recently.

well.

this time round is not sth bad or sad.

its sth happy.

its sth tat im searching for and looking for high and low for it.

yup.

(:

PLS READ BELOW!!

lol!!

=P

everything started way back on 8 nov.

i went to my mac bbq at ecp aft my work.

somehow or rather during my conversation wif khairul i told him tat.

den dunno y he offered to send mi back home.

hmm i sae yes coz i think no harm mah.

ok lor.

he reached ecp ard 2300++.

den jun dont allow mi to leave coz she claim tat its still early.

ok lor.

since he reached.

i asked him to join us at the bbq lor.

so he actually met jun they all first.

when i went to the carpark and brought him over to the pit.

all having the same reaction.

gave mi a shocked looking and asked.

'ur bf ar?'

i replied them no lah.

duh!

i crapped wif them.

den went to sit and talked to him regarding his work.

hmm yup.

den jun was like playing a fool wif the mac delivery and dragged him along.

-_-

aft all the craps and talking.

we went off ard 0100++ or 0200 ba.

yesh den he sent mi home lor.

(:

on 9 nov.

aft work i went dinner wif june ismail&gf meng soefian faizal florence alice and mastura.

coz is mastura's bdae.

went city plaza.

oso somehow or rather i told him tat too.

den he again offered to meet mi up and send mi home.

ya no harm lor.

i sae ok.

i met him at ard 2100++ at katong aft saeing bye to june and the rest.

he asked mi wana go esplande sit and talked there.

hmm.

i said ok.

so we went there.

sat there and talked to him.

ya talked quite alot of stuffs.

juz talked anything tat comes to mind ba.

den saw TWO lambogini(spelled this way?!).

its a DAMN nice and ex sports car.

its was like WOW!!

lol.

we went off ard 1200++ ba.

den he sent mi home.

(:

on 10 nov.

was his off dae.

he asked mi wana go vivo city.

well.

since i got no date.

ok lor.

he went to fetch mi at science park.

den he asked mi at acc him to nuh to visit his friend.

same.

his friends were oso shocked and asked him.

'ur gf ar?'

he said no.

duh!

ya.

aft tat den we went vivo lor.

walked and shopped ard.

its damn lot ppl lor!

sian plus headache.

so den we sat outside vivo and talked and took some photos.

im enjoying the scenery there!

its real nice.

looking across to sentosa.

looking at the big ships.

looking at the sea.

i love the cable cars at night!!

wif all the lightings on it!

I LOVE IT!!

den we left vivo to redhill there to grabbed some food.

aft our meal he brought mi to one of the parks ard there.

we went there to continue our talkings.

conversation lasted for quite some time.

den he told mi.

'i got sth to ask u but i dunno how to put it into words'

i was blur but somehow or rather i noe wat up in his mind and i oso noe tat the dae will come sooner or later.

den i asked mi.

'wats tat?'

he hesitated for awhile and asked mi.

'can u be my gf?'

i looked at him for awhile.

den smile and nodded my head.

yup!

tats hows everything goes.

by den its already 0100++ le.

so he sent mi home.

(:

aft tat where we go no need to sae le ba.

think my blog will be endless if i continue!

ever since i wif him.

i will definately reached home past midnight.

tsk tsk tsk.

haha!

so dont blame mi for not updating my blog k!

=P

thinking y i nodded my head?

well.

he is a person tat i can reallie talked mi.

share my problems ba.

he can talk craps and cheer mi up when im down.

like those daes im so stressed up wif work.

i oso got the feeling of loving him.

and i feel loved by him too.

hmm.

seriously.

i reallie hope tat i will not meet the wrong person again.

yup.

i had learnt from my mistakes in the past.

and i wont repeat again.

i dont wan to haf another history.

i dont wan to haf another memory.

bless mi and wish mi all the best k!

i will do my very best to be a good gf too!

(:

hmm.

ok.

i guess there's another qns in ur mind ba.

do i reallie wana convert?

well ya.

it might be too early to think of this qns.

for now.

i juz wana to be happie.

do wat i wan to do.

do wat i feel like doing.

i will juz enjoy and appreciate everydae single dae wif him.

if this relationship can goes on smoothly and last for the next few yrs.

to mi.

it shows tat it worth it doing tat.

it shows tat we are reallie in love.

ok so if u are my friend.

dont pour mi cold water k?

(:

for the past 2 weeks plus wif him.

i had learnt to enjoy scenery.

yup first is the lighted cable cars.

next is esplande.

its reallie nice to sit down at night at esplande.

look across the singapore river.

all the lighted tall buildings.

the 2 lighted 'durians' aka esplanade.

and the 'non-stop-vomiting' merlion.

lol.

its reallie a nice place there.

in the past i dont find it.

mayb went wif the wrong ppl.

wahaha!

=x

juz to clarify.

when i knew i need to go science park for my attachment.

i felt sad is not coz of him.

nth to do wif him.

coz i oso dunno he is interested in mi.

lol.

hmm well.

actually i knew him abt 3mths ago when i started my attachment.

think i saw this guy during the first week there.

but didnt reallie talked much coz still dunno him.

first talked to him at blk7 during the second or third week ba.

guess wat.

he told mi he got a crush on mi when he saw mi the second time at blk 4.

we was joking and crapping at tat time lah.

wah.

it had been quite some time ever since he got a crush on mi.

omg!

amazing man!!

think its enough of mi and him love story le ba.

its time to talk abt myself le.

my 12 weeks of attachment its over!!!

but thinking of going back to sch for fyp oso sian.

if can i would rather choose to continue my attachment.

once again.

is not coz of him.

coz i hate to do project!

argh!

wish mi good luck ba.

hope wont get any programming stuffs can le.

if not u will be seeing me having depression for 3mths.

-_-

so ytd michelle and mi went to sentosa for tanning.

well..

the whether was not tat good.

tanned awhile started to rain.

so we bathed and went town.

we wanted to cut our hair.

yup we did!

but we oso did a treatment.

we spent $76 there!!

OMG!!

-suet declared bankrupt-

tsk tsk tsk!!

shoped ard in town.

resist my temtation not to buy anything!

argh!

haa.

den i parted wif michelle ard 2100.

den i went over to tiong bahru to meet him.

he was there wif this friend who wana join bio soon.

haa.

den aft talking wif his friend.

we went to marina squre to join his another group of friends.

den we went kbox.

till 0400.

reached home 0400++.

slp at 0500.

planned to go jurong to swim wif michelle.

but we did hair treatment ytd.

the hairdresser asked us not to wash our hair for 2 daes.

so we cancelled our plan.

oso did not meet her up coz she went to meet her 'long-time-no-meet' friends too.

so im like noe staying at home.

doing nth but slacking yet blooging now.

lol.

waiting for his call to meet him ba.

he got performance todae.

(:

sth to share wif u all!

i saw my phone.

exactly the same as mine in PINK!!!

almost fainted.

function better den the one im having.

camera 2megapixel.

and oso have external memory.

if i trede in mine to get tat.

add $300++.

well.

kinda worth it.

haa.

ok lah.

think gonna stop here for now.

will promise to update soon k.

our next gathering most prob be my bdae cum xmas celebration ba.

we do the same thing as last yr having exchanging of xmas gifts k!

=P

hee!

k lah!

see ya soon k!

(:

HEY!!

my life has turned.

(:

its TUESDAY!!

lol.

as per normal.

woke up at 0600.

left home ard 0720.

aft 1 and 1/2 hrs journey.

reached amkor(science park).

not long aft ann reached.

we went opposite to buy breakfast.

not long aft johnny reached.

the 3 of us sat down wif juhari to go thru every graphics whether in use or not.

where is it located.

ard 1200.

i headache le.

DAMN LOT of to-do-lists.

thinking of going back bio by this week?

chances are damn slim.

i think ah.

if i nv keep on thinking of going back bio.

i think i wont be tat stress.

ya.

im freaking stress.

ann went off to bio ard 1700.

at tat point of time i think im damn stress up le.

i cant think any further.

stopped work ard 1750.

packed my stuffs and went off.

i sms khairul at 1800 telling him tat think i cant go back bio any time soon.

he called mi back at 1801.

ya tats fast.

chatted wif him.

and i complaint my workload, stress-ness and tired-ness to him!

haa.

thanx for calling mi.

so tat there is someone i can complaint to.

lol.

thanx for teling mi wat to do.

i will try my best to do it.

=)

i was on my way home on bus while we are on the line.

ard 1810 he asked mi a qns.

'so how reached home already?'

lol wth.

i told him.

'im not staying next to buona vista how to get home SO FAST?!'

=D

well.

think im having slight headache le.

and one more thing.

my shoulders has been aching for a few daes.

omg.

anyone wana volunteer to help?

lol.

=P

ok.

i wana slp early tonight.

tmr going to ecp for a bbq.

mcd de.

oso dunno wat hell time will i reach.

hope they still got the heart to leave some food for mi.

hey btw!

i wana change my password le.

lazy to type so long everytime and the matter is over damn long le.

=x

will be changing to juz 'suet'.

wef next week ba.

see my mood lor.

haa.

noted?

=)

RUI ZHU HAPPIE BIRTHDAE!!!

=D

hope u enjoyed ur dae with ur loved ones.

its MONDAE!!!

yup.

as per normal woke up at 0600.

felt so irritated when i cant get into slp last night.

woke up once ard 0100.

second time ard 0200.

THIRD time ard 0300!!!

argh!!

-_-

reached science park ard 0900 sharp.

ann not there.

ya.

im alone there again.

suet the loner.

did all my stuffs.

did all wat i noe.

i finished ard 1500.

wat else can i do?

i oso dunno.

i called ann.

she told mi she's on leave.

how?

she think and asked mi.

'or u wana go back bio?'

lol.

of coz i wan lah.

i had been waiting for this dae ever since i transfer out.

haa.

so i ans.

'orh ok lor i go back bio aft i touch up everything'

must act abit mah.

dun wana let she noe tat i WANT TO go back bio.

wahaha!

=D

i reallie did touch up everything b4 i left.

den i reached bio ard 1545.

i straight went blk 3 and rot.

no one there.

kannan was there on duty lah.

he oso dunno where the rest.

so i sit there and wait lor.

not long aft boon came in.

he sae.

'wah so fast come back bio ah.. u good ah.. boss juz left den u reach'

lol.

good lor.

boss left and went back to HQ.

rot there.

talked to them.

raj gave mi a stupid damn shock reaction when he saw mi.

prakash asked mi go store help him do stuffs.

baddie!

haa.

i oso blamed prakash for not calling mi for lunch.

ya.

i did not go for lunch last fri and todae.

coz no one acc mi.

i dun wana eat alone.

lol.

den i oso went lobby talked to siti.

went to blk 6 ard 1700 chat wif khairul.

so sickening.

they continue the damn stupid rumour when im not ard.

khairul was telling mi ppl was like asking ard.

'where is tat honeywell short short girl?'

wah liao.

go there oso kena suan short.

wo de tian ah!!

sae bye to khairul at 1730.

knock off time!!

haa.

den met june on bus to toa payoh.

actually wanted to visit panda de.

but dunno y suddenly cant contact him AT ALL.

had our dinner at long john.

den we ended up shopping at toa payah.

i bot a black and white pokah dots hair band and belt.

june bot a pink and white pokah dots hair band.

think im into pokah dots recently.

retro ah.

lol.

we parted ard 2020.

den reached home ard 2100.

yeah!

tats how i spent my MONDAY!!

=)

where will i be tmr?

bio or amkor?

i got no idea oso.

will find out tmr morning.

think its time for another primary school gathering.

ya.

will help help from 'my' sms operator.

hope will be a successful one.

=)

i will enjoy every single day as if there is no tomorrow for me.
hmm true?

IRIS LIU JIE HAPPIE BIRTHDAE!!

=D

hope u had a great dae wif ur loved ones.

ytd.

saturdae.

my dae started ard 1100++.

prepare myself and met xiu at pasir ris.

its already 1530++.

haa.

den we went to costa sand resort.

yup.

shan's chalet.

ppl start coming in ard 1900.

our attendance got full at 2100++.

we ate.(of coz! lol)

played twister.

played uno.(a game tat lasted ard 45min!)

den we bot 2 mini cakes.

1 for shan.

1 for iris.(since her bdae is aft midnight)

yun's intention is to smash the cake onto iris's face.

yup.

did it.

who went to smash shan's face?

iziit mi?

i forget liao.

at tat point of time the suituation is too chaostic.

DEN GUESS WAT?!?!

im oso involve.

im being smashed wif cakes too.

i think even worst den iris and shan.

hello excuse me!!

its like shan's bdae chalet and is iris's bdae aft midnight.

its not even my bdae yet!

y am i being sabo-ed the worst?!

omg.

wat will happen during my bdae?!

hmm..

jies let mi tell u ba.

i make sure i wont let it happen AGAIN!!!

lol.

lalala``

=D

ok.

den aft the 'cake war'.

took some photos.

tat its a must coz is FULL ATTENDANCE!!

cant upload them now.

coz not using my photo as my phone memory sux.

haa.

ya waiting for them to send mi.

aft photo taking session.

all heading home.

and im like so stink wif chocolate smell.

yucks!

took bus 21 to bedok reservoir.

i missed my bus 65.

last bus at 2350.

i reached there 0010.

so how?

wat to do?

still there till next morning to take the first bus?

walk home?

ya.

actually thinking of tat.

coz actually dun feel like going home.

but ended up i took cab home from there lor.

although the dae tat im most afraid had actually happened.

but i think i enjoyed myself.

=)

ya den she finally called mi back.

she asked mi wat happened.

i did not tell her.

i told her it had already past.

its ok.

den i dragged her to talked another topic.

todae my dae started ard 1600.

lol.

amazing ah.

not working i took off ytd and todae.

nv go out coz no one date mi and i dunno who to date.

so juz took this rare chance to slp late and slack lor.

todae.

even my liu jie is already 19 le.

1mth 16daes to my turn.

im already listing my wishlist le.

but i think i wont get wat i most wanted.

shan-i will rmb u wished for world peace.

dont worry.

i will wish for haze free ok!

lol.

hais.

im terribly sad.

pls cheer mi up if u can.

continue from my last post.

wednesday..

yup.

went bio in the morning.

the whole morning i did nth.

the rest went to do their work.

i juz sit blk 3 staring at no where.

somehow fell asleep a few times.

haa.

went to buy a curry puff coz was kinda hungry.

den came back play games.

den ard 1200.

boss call mi to pack my stuffs and take the ghim moh bus.

had lunch den go science park.

no lah.

im not sad anymore.

i juz wana sae bye to ppl.

but all dunno where.

i juz sms selvi and khairul.

yup.

off i go.

reached science park.

trying to get familar wif their old system.

trying to familarise wif the program i will be using for the following weeks.

did abit.

den 1730 le.

so went off lor.

continue the next dae ba.

thursday morning reached science park.

aft 2 months.

tat is the first dae tat i reached work place i noe wat to do.

haa.

den the whole dae juz sit down there edit all the old graphics lor.

think i edited abt 30 to 40 graphics.

so happie to see wat i had edited and put it online.

the sense of satisfication was like 'WOW'

=)

friday..

did the same stuffs.

i din even go for lunch.

i juz i wana finish earlier so tat i can go back bio earlier!

hee.

i did 40++ todae.

i tell ann i target end of next week i can complete.

yup yup.

shall see how things go.

let mi share wif u all sth happened on thursdae at science park aft work when i wana go home.

i left my office.

den went to the security to change back my ic.

coz we hafta change pass.

den there was a note stick onto my ic.

it was from a security named terence who wana make friend.

he left his contact num.

i dun bother to sms him or wat lah.

den juz now aft work.

he was on duty at the place where exchange pass.

he looked at mi like one kind.

-_-

i called her on thursdae night.

i wana talk to her.

coz im damn sad.

but she sae she's working.

will call mi back.

as expected.

she did not.

so i juz bring my sadness and my tears into my dreams.

when u sad.

there is always someone by your side u can talk to.

a shoulder to lean on.

when u cry.

there is always someone by ur side who will help u dry ur tears.

someone u can hug can cry with.

i juz dun haf tat kind of life.

dun haf tat kind of luck.

hais.

i dunno wat else to sae.

IM JUST FEELING VERY SAD.

im scared.

im afraid.

i dun want.

reallie.

pls cheer mi up.

if not i think im getting depression soon.

hais.

will tat happen again?

if it reallie will happen.

i would rather choose not to go.

i dun wana see tat kind of situation.

now im imagine it im already sad.

hurt?

kind of lah i think.

juz dun feel good lor.

i ever told 'someone' abt this.

'someone' asked mi to voice out.

but i chose not to.

coz i dun wana make majority to listen to mi.

im juz a minority there.

am i juz looking trouble for myself?

wat can i do?

i cant find anybody tat is having the same situation as mi.

HAIS!!!

=((

ok.

it might sound stupid?

i dunno how to describe lah.

im juz making a big fuss over a small matter.

im still at bio.

mon and tue i stayed at bio.

later(wed) im still going back bio.

lol.

y?

mon morning i went to bio.

waiting for ppl bring mi go science park mah.

den ard 1130 ann called mi to packed my stuffs.

go over fcc den we going to science park.

ok lor.

den reached science park.

boss told mi wat i shld do.

but the station not ready yet so i cant start anything.

den we went to sp for lunch.

seeing all the poly students there.

i miss my school life.

i miss nyp.

i miss nyp canteen food.

lol.

den aft lunch we went back to science park.

things still not ready yet.

i juz sit there did nth.

den boss going back bio.

he asked mi follow him go back first.

ok lor!

we reached bio ard 1500++ ba.

haa.

im back at bio again.

den he told mi tue go bio.

wed den i go scince park.

tuesday..

went back bio.

so happy no need go science park.

coz think if i go.

i will be alone there ba.

ann finish her stuffs she will back at bio.

den prakash bring mi to roof top!

im so excited abt it.

to change the lcd for the flowconverter.

went to 2 blocks roof top.

but i came back from 2 roof top.

i got headache.

den lazy to go out for lunch.

sit at blk 3 and slp.

raj oso slacked and slp there.

boon went out to eat.

prakash went out to do some stuffs.

selvi was talking on phone.

den the whole dae aft lunch i did nth.

well.

kinda used to it le ba.

haa.

but headache!

bth``

-_-

den selvi received sms from boss asking both of us go over fcc at 1600.

ok lor.

since i had handover my booking job to her.

so she was doing lor.

den i still sitting down there doing nth.

haa.

den guess wat..

boss told mi tmr morning(which is later, wed) to go bio first.

lol.

he sae go bio 'first'.

so nobody noes am i going to science park.

when is my last dae?

everydae seems to be like my last dae.

haha!

i dun think so much le lah.

i always can go back bio anytime i wan.

bio wont run away.

i oso wont forget the way to bio.

lalala``

to think back.

i reallie feel stupid to feel TAT sad when i noe im going to science park.

and now im stay at bio.

lol.

went to band on sat.

same lor.

pathetically the 7 of us.

so whitley decided not to have concert band.

will become a ensemble instead.

so they asking us wana join tat or not.

if not we will then disperse.

so see how wat we decide ba.

ans shld be out by next week.

so there wont be anymore concert next year.

kinda sad ba.

will i haf anymore such chance?

went to work on sat.

jun called mi.

she quarrelled wif faridah.

not a minor one this time.

it is reallie a MAJOR one.

den somehow caused she and her vena qurrelled.

she is hurt by friendship and relationship at the same time.

she called mi and cried.

she kept on blaming herself tat she caused vena to be angry wif her.

but actually is faridah.

im not blaming faridah.

but somehow the fact is this.

den coz of this.

jun is angry wif faridah.

no matter how much i convince her tat is not her fault.

she noe tat i understand the whole situation.

but vena dont.

one is her best friend.

one is her love one.

i reallie feel sorry for her friendship instead of the relationship.

hais.

i dunno how long will their war last.

how are they going to wif each other?

sundae went to work.

i reached den was like kinda fed up le.

no one help mi wif my stuffs lor.

nvm.

rely on myself better.

den later part.

sth corped up.

but somehow able to manage it lah.

den punch out at 2000.

den i call jun asked her how is she.

how's her friendship and relationship.

vena is still angry wif jun.

so jun is still angry wif faridah.

faridah actually did call jun up.

but she din ans and oso nv call back.

hais.

i reallie feel sorry for them lah.

hmm.

and oso i told her wat happened whole dae lor.

its like a habit le leh.

i will call her aft work tell her wat happened.

den we talked.

den she asked mi to hellp her do schedule.

lol.

i noe how to do schedule le.

while i was talking to her.

store phone ring so long but no one ans.

so i ans.

shaffi called up regarding abt riders.

ok lor.

i went to mds area and told janice wat shaffi told mi.

den.

WOW!!

35 oustanding orders!!

OMG!!

den ayu told mi azri met in an accident.

OMG!!!

accident leh!!

i told jun as she is still on the line.

den aft ahile we both put down the phone.

den ayu and mi went out to send orders by taking cab.

was quite happening lah.

but i was tired.

den i wanted to call jun to tell her tat im sending orders.

her phone is off.

fed up!

-_-

haa.

we sent 7 orders total.

we earned extra money.

lol.

btw.

luckily azri was alright lah.

but his bike not ok.

he told mi tat he actually bang onto a car tat wanted to cut into his lane.

den he flew on top of the car and drop on the ground.

but he still can manage to call store to sae he met in an accident.

when he flew on top of the car and dropped.

his bag is full wif 3 orders.

is freaking heavy.

wo de tian ah!

somemore.

he told mi tat he met an accident infront of the store last week.

den met another one again.

jialat sia.

the whole night i cant get jun.

-_-

hmm.

later im going to transferring to science park le.

hais?

i dunno lah.

hope 4 more weeks will juz past as fast as eye blink.

den go back sch do fyp.

but somehow i dun fell like doing fyp.

like stress leh.

hais.

sian.

so mao dun.

but talk so much still hafta do de lah!

wish mi good luck at science park later.

hope i wont cry when i leave bio later.

pls lah suet.

dont cry.

its kinda paiseh to cry there.

suppose to be on my way to band.

since ismail sae tat he is going aft lunch.

so i oso lor.

haa.

ok.

actually ytd got double sadness.

in the morning on my way to bio.

was listening to 933.

den it was actually lingzhi's last dae on air.

was kinda sad.

coz i feel tat she is a great dj.

she actually cried on air.

and i felt sour lor.

it was a very touch programme ytd.

all her colleages did for her and everything.

saw the photos on cruz's blog.

she is reallie loved by her colleages.

read his blog.

he sae sth.

'shi jie shi yuan de'

yup.

the world is round.

we will meet somewhere one dae.

so actually now.

im not sad le ba i guess.

but i still think im too emo.

-_-

ok.

wana add on to my ytd post.

now i started to reveal the real suet at bio.

i mean my real character of talking alot and laugh loudly.

den hafta leave le.

when i at science park.

think i will be quiet again.

sian.

cannot be revealing the real mi on the first dae de mah.

haa.

wish mi best of luck ba.

ok!

next!

i haf not update abt mi going to vivo city!

mi.

dexter.

hung ming and his gf.

zhu leave early as she got sth on.

we watched 'death note'.

wanted to watch at 2100 de.

but onli left wif first row.

we dun wan.

so we watched it at 2150.

we had our dinner at 'white dog cafe'

ohh pls.

dun ever go ok!

the food variety is so limited.

its not cheap.

the food taste is juz very NORMAL.

and the worst thing was.

the service was freaking SLOW.

dexter finished his pasta.

im eating my fish n chips halfway.

hung ming and his gf's fish n chips has not arrive!!

how slow!

we learnt a lesson.

not to go there again.

u all oso better dun try ba.

haa.

ok.

den we watch our movie.

its interesting.

rating: 9/10.

gonna watch part 2.

as it looks more interesting.

at the end of the movie its already 0000.

omg.

the thing is.

hung ming did not drive!!

lol.

so we took cab to hung ming's hse.

got his car.

den he drove us home lor.

haa.

thanx ah.

and i was freaking damn tired.

den on thurs aft work at bio.

went to mac to work.

y?

coz yuwei booked a party for herself.

ya.

her 21st bdae.

so i promised to help her lor.

i gave her LOTS of stuffs.

and she used the room from 1915 till ard 2300.

=x

i din actually charge her extra.

juz charge her as per normal.

if ever audrey found out.

will i be in deep trouble?

aiya!

i dun gif a damn lah.

lol.

aft clear up and settle everything.

i go off ard 2330 ba.

was damn tired.

i took a cab home.

rare to see mi taking cab de lor.

haa.

hmm.

ok.

going band later.

den aft tat going to work.

hope jun had changed my schedule letting mi go home earlier.

partly coz i dun wana work wif audrey and ivy.

partly coz tmr i want/need to conduct the 12pm party.

hmm.

ok.

im damn emotional now.

not long ago i juz said tat.

'it had been quite a long time ever since i last cried'

but.

i JUST cried.

everthing started ytd.

thurs.

i overheard my boss talking on phone.

again i noe its rude to hear wat's ppl talking on phone.

but fcc is just too empty and he is talking loud.

tats y im hearing it.

boss: ur car can sit 5 ppl on mon or not?

the other party: (i assume) y?

boss: coz im bringing my student too.

the student is mi lah.

den im thinking where he wana bring mi.

ohh mayb bring mi to site or wat lah.

so nv think too much lor.

den when he end the conversation.

he told mi.

'mon u come bio den i bring u to science park. there got a project going on. got work for u to do. hafta edit the graphics'

den i sae ok lor.

wat else can i sae.

he my boss leh.

but at tat point of time.

i already dun feel good le.

den i was thinking.

'so am i gonna leave bio le?'

aiya dunno lah.

so din actually think so much.

den i went to tell selvi and the rest lah.

wat boss told mi.

den she sae tat im gonna transfer there.

i was like.

'huh i dont want transfer there.'

den they kept on mi transfering there.

seriously i was still alright wif them saeing.

until todae.

fridae.

this matter is REALLIE CONFIRMED.

boss reached bio and came into fcc ard 1200.

selvi and mi was there.

den he ask selvi.

'u noe how to do iFacilities'

(sth tat im all the while doing)

when he asked tat.

i noe wats gonna happen.

i kept quiet first.

selvi ans.

'i dunno'

boss sae.

'ok den u learn from suet lin, i will be transfering her out on monday'

i dun mind teaching selvi.

but the main thing is.

he just said 'TRANSFERING HER OUT'

hey.

its real.

im stunned.

im totally blank at tat point of time.

my mind was thinking.

'todae is my last dae at bio?!'

may sound abit stupid lah.

i dun bear to leave bio le.

is like.

i adopt to the place there quite fast and well.

although killing virus can be a stupid thing to do.

but the ppl there are reallie nice.

selvi.

the ger whom i whole dae stick wif no matter where she go.

she is like the office ger there.

the guys do all the servicing and she will write all the reports.

den file them all up.

wana look for which month which report.

she will noe where is it.

prakash.

the guy whom always do funnie stuffs and made us laugh.

the guy whom always make fun and disturb mi.

and he is the one who always bring mi to site and climb up ladder up to ceiling.

raj.

the guy whom is known as bio's fireman.

he is the one who does fire servicing and im the one who help him press the sounder off.

he is the one who bring mi to blk 3 security room and told mi they always hide there when they got nth to do.

i learnt.

these 2 to 3 weeks.

when i got nth to do i will juz go and hide there.

slowly my bag is placed there too.

and we all juz runaway on time at 1730.

lol.

boon.

the guy who is doing things in two extremes.

i mean.

either he is too busy or too free.

when servicing is on.

he can be on site for the whole dae.

den when servicing is done.

can see him sit at blk 3 whole dae using his laptop.

while i do nth there.

he looks like a quiet guy.

i feel lah.

dunno true or not.

he will onli join in our conversation and joke ard when he will like it.

if not.

he quietly sit down reading papers or using his laptop lor.

boss.

he ok lah.

sometimes ask us to do stuffs but selvi and mi dun understand wat he trying to sae.

den we are in big trouble.

haa.

dun like him to call mi at 1720.

which is like 10 more min b4 knock off got work to do.

den how to go off at 1730!

haa.

basically.

ALL of us scared to receive his call ard tat timing.

ann.

the ger whom i meet on my first dae at bio.

i found tat she is nice.

but aft 2mths im not as close as wif the 4 of them.

and now.

she is going to science park together wif mi.

but for 1 or 2 daes nia.

and i think im there longer.

den the 4 of them always sae tat she is my kak kak aka sister!

coz they always sae tat she treat mi nice or wat lah.

juz simply cant stand them craking the joke of 'she is my sister'.

ok.

tats the 6 of them of honeywell ppl at bio.

not onli i will miss the 4 of them.

think i will miss the securities too.

at fcc.

always talked to mi de.

francis.

andrew.

eric lim.

slowly i hide at blk 3.

den get to know more.

siti.

sumardi.

henderi.

kannan.

jimmy.

these are the older ones.

i mean not tat OLD lah.

den.

i hafta go ard all blocks tat time for the virus thingy.

get to know khairul first at blk 7.

den dunno how.

slowly know more of the YOUNGER ones.

ramdan.

farhan.

ridzuan.

den somemore tat i dunno their names.

mayb ppl might think security are firece?

haa.

but they are all very friendly!

and they gave mi nick names lah.

make fun of mi lah.

disturb mi lah.

aiyo.

dunno y lah.

i go everywhere like all these will happen.

-_-

siti and sumardi call mi 'karaoke ger'.

henderi call mi 'sweet' instead of suet.

kannan call mi 'darling'.

francis always tell mi not to work so hard.

andrew always ask mi 'where u go just now? i miss u'

fahamy kept on talking abt mi dimple.

ramdan see mi will always 'EHHhh!!!'.

ridzuan is the one who started a freaking damn stupid and bo liao rumour.

farhan join in the rumour.

evertime see mi will talk abt it.

bth.

steven see mi will always 'xiao jie...'.

eric lim and khairul always dun wana open door for mi de.

baddies!

haa.

they are all the securities tat i noe and talk to them more.

they are many more securities but din reallie talked to them.

hmm.

on thurs.

im at fcc mah.

den khairul was at fcc too on duty.

den he asked for my num.

so den we exchanged contacts.

den on fri when i got the news im confirmed transfer out.

ya i blank.

next i think at least i still can sae bye to my honeywell colleagues.

but.

how am i going to sae bye to all the securities i noe?!

bio got 7 blks.

each blk at least got 2 secrity on duty.

plus 3 basements.

and plus SAH and LAH.

mayb some other locations tat i dunno.

see bio is TAT big.

how am i gonna noe where are they.

and i like got the news last min.

cant reallie inform them.

i sian lor.

den i rmb.

i got khairul's num.

mayb can leave him a msg at the end of the dae.

coz i din see him at any of the blk.

but luckily.

prakash brought mi to basement.

SAH and LAH.

den saw khairul at one of the basement carpark.

he was like at the other side of the carpark.

i wanted to tell him todae i last dae at bio.

but i did not shout lah.

i used 'hand sign' and mayb his lip reading skills.

he got wat i meant.

den using his 'hand sign' and my lip reading skills.

he sae he will call mi.

tot he juz sae it for fun or wat.

so din reallie expect he will call.

but he reallie called mi!

haa.

shocked.

he asked mi y den i told him wat happen lor.

yup.

hope keep in contact ba!

hmm.

said bye to siti too.

the rest?

let those who noe to spread it ba.

or hopefully see them on mon morning.

since im going back bio first den dunno who will bring mi to science park.

hopefully i can finish my work at science park soon den i can go back to bio!

and seriously.

i reallie hope i can adapt to the place there fast and well.

hais.

like wat selvi told mi lah.

now i dun bear to leave bio.

but i still hafta leave bio 1 dae.

is the matter of now or 1 mth later.

wat she sae was right lah.

aft 2 mths im like this sad le.

wat if aft 3 mths?

mayb i will be crying while walking out of bio?

she sae at least during my last mth of attachment i will be doing sth.

i can learnt new stuffs.

yup!

other den tat.

we all can always meet up some other times.

mayb can go over to bio during lunch or wat.

since its like quite near.

science park is oso near buona.

juz rmb.

if im not wrong.

zhao's attachment is there too.

philip's is near there too.

or mayb ard there ba.

now talking abt my poly's friends.

im missing someone.

AI REN!!!

I MISS YOU!!!

GOT MISS MI MAH?!?!

LOL!!

=D

when can we meet again...

next.

dunno still got the chance to meet michelle for our next 4 thursday's lunch at ghim moh or not.

will miss u too if reallie cant meet u again.

hais.

ohh ya.

still got ppl in bio i have not mentioned.

like CPG ppl.

and ELYO ppl.

ok.

enough of bio le lah!

sometimes im juz wondering.

for example this post.

its SO LONG.

how many of you reallie read every single word?

or juz scroll and read randomly?

hmm.

juz being curious.

ending soon.

i juz wana conclude sth.

I THINK I AM FAR TOO EMOTIONAL.

am i right?

who can tell mi izzit right or wrong to be 'far too emotional'?

lastly.

thanx to those who reallie read every single word of this post of mine.

(:

show you all some of my pri sch photos.

outing at sentosa if i nv rmb wrongly.

click on the pic to view bigger.

comments pls.

lol.

=D

todae is another public holiday.

not working at bio.

but working at mac later.

yup!

this month got 2 double pay!

lalala``

=D

last saturday.

went to work.

i forgot wat happened for the whole dae le lah.

oso not impt.

lol.

wat i wana sae is.

ard 2100.

yuwei came!!

lol.

she wanted to come and pay deposit for her party on coming thurs.

but nv bring money.

wat a sotong.

haa.

den i still gave her 45 invitation cards.

which is not allowed to without paying deposit.

haha!

den coz of her thurs party.

im going mac to work aft bio!

see so wei da.

but she kept on saeing she juz letting mi earn easy money.

haha.

aft i punch abt 2300.

i went ti sat down wif her and her friend.

they are writing their invitation cards.

den ard 2345 we go off.

den saw YUAN MEI MEI!!!

she came and gave auntie alice cake.

haa.

so happie to see her.

damn long nv see her le.

think ever since she resign ever since beginning of the year ba.

den she ask 'wah u can stay in mac so long ah'

diao -_-

haa.

den i told her juz lydat stay lor.

hmm.

den not long aft i reached home.

jin kai sms mi.

ya.

den he called mi and chat.

aft ard 15min.

someone called his hp.

i can hear their conversation.

i noe is rude but i juz listen.

i noe is his gf call him le.

she ask him wat is he doing.

he told her he is chatting wif mi.

i was like 'wah wat a honest guy'

lol.

den he came back to mi and sae tat cant chat le.

i sae ok lor nvm.

but he nv tell mi the reason.

but i noe.

he is calling his gf back.

but.

y dun he juz tell mi the reason?

i dun understand this.

and i predict sth will happen.

juz continue reading..

let mi talk abt last sunday.

was kinda fun initially.

working wif jun and faridah.

no sales.

quite relaxing.

some of us sit down and chat.

lol.

we all was talking abt of bbq on 8nov.

when i noe jeff is coming.

for watever reason.

i sian half.

den.

siew wah forced mi to go break while im not hungry.

fine.

took a mcflurry and went to my party room and rot for half an hour.

was wrapping present.

den jun and faridah and some riders was playing 'rockets'.

i mean those like crackers type de.

ya.

so lousy de.

oso cant fly up.

lol.

den i conducted a party.

den i went back to close the bill.

somehow janice's coffee spill accidentally by puiling.

spill onto yunrui.

den tat janice sae us.

'wah ni men hor...'

wtf.

den i sae her back lah.

'is your coffee nv cover properly'

den she sae mi back.

'hao.. ni you zhong'

WTF!!!

im freaking boil up at tat moment liao.

but i nv sae anything back lah.

juz wasting of my time talking to this kind of ppl.

i settled my stuffs i went home lor.

reached home ard 2000++.

its early.

haa.

watched tv.

was watching the korean show 'wo de ye man nu jia jiao'

was nice.

but i fell asleep towards the end.

lol.

den woke up ard 0300.

hafta do my weekly attachment report.

online.

saw jin kai at msn.

den ended up he call mi and chat lor.

hmm.

wat i think reallie happen.

my prediction reallie accurate ah.

he reallie quarrelled wif her gf coz of mi.

he oso talked abt past.

he kept on talking and ask mi wat if this wat if tat.

ya.

if he reallie noe how to think and treasure it tat time.

mayb my life wont be as misarable like now.

but the fact tat it is not.

fate did not bring us together.

god made us lost contact for abt 3 years.

den finally contacted back aft 3 years.

and u already having a gf.

so.

pls lah.

dun think so much le.

juz treasure wat u are having now.

and tats ur gf.

he asked mi 'wat if i break up wif my gf coz of u?'

den i told him its not worth it lah.

oso dunno wat is he thinking lah.

hmm.

so we chatted for the whole midnight.

till 0630.

hafta bath and go work le.

reached bio.

boon is there surfing net le.

using his laptop.

ya.

im so boring.

nth to do.

den prakash asked mi changed the flow converter.

and tats all wat i did for the whole dae lor.

aft lunch juz sit down there and rot.

did nth.

fell asleep a few times.

den my boss called mi at 1720.

shit lah!

i hate it!

for a stupid booking.

not my boss fault oso.

is tat bmrc person fault.

whole dae sit at office dun wana call.

i wana go off le den call.

angry!

haa.

boon is still there acc mi for tat stupid booking.

den we run out for the first bus.

lol.

den yun is already at buona le!

yeah.

met her to get my bag lor.

haha.

den went home aft tat.

hmm.

going home early can be a good thing.

reach home early is to rest more.

but.

my mother and brother quarrell.

dunno abt wat lah.

argh!

ANGRY!!

i wan peace oso dun haf.

tats y sometimes i dun like to go home.

but no else where for mi to go.

wanted to watch tv oso no mood le.

2000++ bang myself on my bed le.

wat else?

slp lor.

hais.

tats y sometimes i reallie someone by my side so tat i can talk to anytime.

but...

ok!

going to shan's chalet on 4 and 5 nov.

sat and sun.

taken off.

schedule is out.

dun haf my name!

so happie.

thanx jun i love you!!

lol.

tats wat i told her.

den can happily go chalet le.

haa.

den my store oso having a internal outing.

within ourselves de lor.

bbq at ecp on 8 nov.

so a week im having 2 bbq!

omg!

=x

yeah.

im back aft one week.

not feeling well last week.

den this week.

better.

but not prefectly alright.

go work oso got no mood to talk.

sian.

hmm.

quite happening lah my work.

FINALLY go site le.

aft one and half months.

climb up ladder.

to be on top of the ceiling.

reallie fun.

hee.

on mon met june aft work at far east.

bought a shoe.

tue went home aft work.

wed aft work.

met my mac management team and we stars at simei.

having dinner there.

hut's river.

sth like souel garden.

den went geylang serai bazaar.

jun looking for baju.

its nice.

but ex.

tsk tsk tsk.

reached home 11++.

freaking damn tired.

thurs aft work met band ppl for dinner at kembangan.

june.

ismail and her gf.

mastura.

and soefian.

eat le sit there talked till 2130 den went home.

fri aft work went home.

later working at 1400.

hmm.

got lee hom concert.

shit lah.

sian lor.

sure crowd like hell.

hope all go kfc lah.

lol.

lame.

-_-

went to see doctor.

got mc.

so din went to work.

can sae is i planned since last week not to work todae.

oso can sae i predicted i will take mc todae.

coz i had been not feeling well for the whole week mah.

watever it it.

im reallie sick lah.

for those who dun believe.

juz fuck off.

so fed up.

dun let mi noe who is tat person.

dun wana ask coz i dun bother to quarrell wif small kids.

so i juz stayed at home the whole dae.

to slp.

and onli slp.

it had been quite a long time ever since i last stayed at home for the whole dae to slp.

reallie feel good.

great.

its like staying at home no need to think of anything lor.

juz put EVERYTHING aside and forget it.

yup.

ok.

aft resting for one whole dae.

my busy life gonna start tmr.

(:

i finally found someone who has the same thinking of mine.

i always tot im onli the crazy one.

working at mac is not tat bad ok ppl!

at least we are happie.

correct sahhidah?

(:

hais.

kinda lazy to go band le.

tats y im here blogging.

sorry.

for the whole week aft work.

din go anywhere.

juz went home and nua.

have dinner.

watch tv.

slp.

tats my everydae life lor.

kinda boring.

but ok lah.

treat it take a rest lor.

somehow used to it ba.

waiting for next week.

any programme fo mi?

hmm..

since i did not go band.

am i going to work later?

60%-40% lor.

i wana go see doctor.

i think im sick.

hais.

coughed for the whole night while sleeping.

so irritated.

oh ya.

sth happened on thrus.

dee called mi in the morning to ask mi can i work on fri 9pm.

i juz sae no coz im tired lah pls lah.

den!

joey called mi in the evening.

ask mi the same qns.

of coz i sae no too.

DEN!!

jun call mi at night.

i noe she gg to ask the same qns.

i was kinda fed up.

i ans the call.

b4 she can sae anything.

i ask her izzit asking mi to work on fri.

i sae no!

den she juz sae 'ok lor bye'

hais.

i think my tone is too harsh.

i hurt her?

im hurt.

i caused it de.

im stupid lah.

she is jun leh.

not others.

y am i using tat tone?

argh!

i hate myself!

i wanted to call her back and sae sorry.

but i noe she's working she will sae she is busy to talk.

thinking of sms her.

but she always din reply my sms de.

so for the rest of tat night.

i felt so bad and guilty.

so in the end.

i decided to sms her saeing sorry and stuffs.

she reallie still din reply mi.

i reallie tot she angry wif mi.

i still think of the next dae to call her.

and dunno wat time she waking up.

coz i dun wana disturb her.

so made mi whole dae xin bu zai yen de work.

den finally!

she replied mi!!

aft 17 and 1/2 hrs.

i saw her msg i nearly cried.

in fact i did lah.

so touched to see her sms.

and i finally relieved.

thanx jun and reallie sorry for wat i had sae.

(:

yeah.

kinda happie leh.

ytd contacted back one of my long-lost friend.

its jin kai.

yup.

knew him 4yrs ago at kallang mac working.

dunno y he resigned and i dunno.

den we chatted on msn abt the past.

aft awhile chatted on phone.

still rmb he jio mi at tat point of time.

we was onli sec3.

lol.

he sae he did not got mi coz he dunno wat is love tat time.

and he sae he always wana sae sorry to mi but he did not.

haa.

funnie lor.

he gave mi 2 things tat time.

but he forgotten wat he gave mi.

he ask mi wat he gave mi.

den i tell him since he forget den forget it lor.

ya.

no point telling him lah.

time reallie flies.

i feel i old liao.

haa.

den we chatted the whole night.

i did not slp.

chatted halfway he went to slp.

ard 0600.

-_-

wth.

i gtg work and he fell asleep.

whole dae working juz fell headache lor.

not enough slp ba.

todae went off ard 1830.

ytd worked at mac.

sux lor.

ytd juz not my dae.

lets see this coming sat am i going to work.

dun feel like going.

yup.

lets see ba.

(:

aft one week.

im finally back.

freaking tired everydae.

partly is coz of my attachment.

another part is coz i chose to go out aft work.

haa.

monday..

went to mac to work aft work.

coz of a party.

tat was a great party.

hee.

tuesdae..

michelle and mi blur blur agree wif quixiang.

to go to listen to wat personality course talk.

ya.

both of us are wasting our time there.

talked so long.

oso made the both of us damn hungry.

lol.

its was at raffles place there.

aft tat freaking talk.

we went to lau pa sat and eat.

den go home.

wednesdae..

went movie aft work!

met up wif ruizhu, alicia, weeloon, dexter, hungming and her gf, who oso named michelle.

lol.

ok.

its DAMN FREAKING LONG ever since i last met alicia.

i think our last met is when we took our o's results.

its true.

can u believe tat?

haa.

reallie glad to meet HER and them!!

meet up again soon k?

=)

anyway.

we watched rob-b-hood.

its a damn great movie ok!

those who have not yet watch.

its reallie high high highly recommanded.

i can sae is 10/10.

yup.

go watch k!

=D

oh ya.

saw jefflina and ivy there.

we watching the same movie.

but they are wif jim.

a ex-BQ mgr.

to mi.

i felt funnie lah.

i saw jim was carrying jefflina's daughter.

hmm.

or im juz over-sentitive.

watever lah!

thursdae..

actually i got no plan de.

juz plan go home early take a rest.

since the past 3 daes went home late and tired.

den receive sms frm my boss.

asked all of us not to go home.

got a dinner.

hafta attend.

argh!

ok lor.

attend lor.

and oso its prakash bdae lah.

can sae is celebrate for him lor.

guess where we went?

crystal jade korean bbq.

WOW!!

tat was the first time im having korean feast.

it was reallie great.

nice.

yummy.

love it!

but i think its not cheap lor.

we 6 ppl there.

ordered a 4-person meal.

its already $129.

plus we oso ordered additional food and drink.

$200?

i dunno.

thanx BOSS!!

=p

den the next dae fridae mah.

got toto $6 million.

bee hoon suggested to share and buy.

strike already mondae no need go work.

straight away meet at selegie to collect money.

lol.

so we shared and bought it.

ya.

den went home aft dinner.

where else.

haa.

fridae..

actually suppose to meet up wif ismail and gang for dinner.

den in the end.

i dun feel like going le.

so i stayed up awhile more at biopolis to finish up my work.

and to help out some stuffs.

while the rest are like having meeting.

im not reallie involve lah.

so when im done.

i wana go off le.

i went to take my bag.

the secong b4 i took my bag.

my boos stop the meeting and turn and tell mi to do stuff.

i was like...

argh!!

-_-

so stay and do lor.

until they finish their meeting.

they go quite alot of to-do-list.

i help them wif some lor.

they going back bio on sat to do some.

im not going as i brought home and do.

left bio ard 2030.

and went home.

ya lah.

where else?!

lol.

toto did not strike.

mondae hafta go work.

not meeting at selegie le.

=(

lol.

saturdae..

todae.

did not go band.

coz i reallie wana stay indoor.

the haze outside reallie made mi feel irritated and unwell.

REALLIE.

or im juz lazy and finding an excuse for not going?

but i reallie feel yucks lah!

but on the other hand.

i oso wana practice de.

its like..

you xin mei li.

but i still going mac work later.

tsk tsk tsk.

reallie hope the haze will get better soon.

=)

sth funnie happen.

thama intro a guy to mi.

LOL!!

=D

we are reallie like strangers now.

yup.

i saw him again on bus on my way to work on wed.

not friends?

can tell mi y?

gtg do my work le!

everybody take care k!!

drink more water!!

the haze reallie sux!

=x

im back.

blogging in action.

but look at the time.

dunno consider late or early.

lotsa stuffs happened.

be it good or bad.

be it happy or sad lah.

had dinner wif my jies.

although onli 4 of us turned up.

i still enjoyed it.

went dxo!

hee.

wif kaixin, catherine, ruizhu, weeloon and dexter.

met camilia and jasmine there.

yup.

went home the next morning.

went lau pa sat for supper.

went to liang court mac to wait for the first bus home.

shopping wif my jies!

haa

yun, iris and june!!

bought a zara top.

was reallie damn tired at the end of tat dae.

but i still enjoyed myself.

SHOPPING!

lol.

hmm.

actually saw keat on my way to town tat dae.

we are on the same bus.

im sure he saw mi.

he can juz pretend and look away.

kinda sad and disappointed.

no more hurt.

cant we be friends?

had been freaking busy wif my attachment too.

had been OT-ing for 3 daes straight.

did nth but onli to kill all those virus.

hais.

when can this finish man.

jinlong played mi out again?

everything seems out happening and ended so fast.

talked to him on phone tat dae when im out.

sounds ok.

asked mi the next dae.

den seems like ignoring mi the following dae.

felt so irritated lor.

if he dun haf intention.

den y did he asked mi?

they did ask mi hows my feeling towards him.

i think its more to positive ba.

dunno lah.

his character is damn weird lah.

suddenly terence sms mi aft a long time.

haa.

im shocked.

but not much too.

thanx ppl who cared for mi.

ya.

junaina.

tats her.

she scolded mi for working OT.

haa.

coz i scolded her when she worked OT too.

she is the someone tat i can talked to when im fed up.

not to vent anger on her.

she called mi in the morning and i called her at night.

both of us talked abt how angry are we.

haa.

she reallie take care of mi.

she worked closing.

but onli went home 12pm.

she called mi at 5pm to ask mi hows my party.

she woke up and called mi.

can hear tat her voice is sleepy.

so touched and happie.

den she sae she can slp more peacefully.

but sorry.

i cant get wat she wanted.

haa.

great friend cum great manager.

but she always sae wana call mi.

confirm will call mi.

call mi back later.

most of the times nv call de.

so sad.

lucky she's mi friend.

if she my bf i will be DAMN angry.

lol.

ok lah.

tats all for now.

will update soon if i can.